My Book "Daniella Untold"

Alil from a chapter in my book coming out soon called Daniella Untold.CHAPTER is called Falling in Love !

It all started in the fall September 26th 2007 I called in my friends online radio show of course to show my love and support. I said hello and we shared a few laughs and it was my quick calling and as I hung up and continued to listen, I heard his partner and host of the radio show say that I sounded cute over the phone, I giggled uncontrolably and just thought to myself "I'll take it as a compliment & just move on" continuing to laugh and do what I do online myspace, emailing, ect. I got an IM on aim from the host whom I give my own name lets call him Raymond. I figured my friend gave him my screen name so we can talk. Exactly that happened we talked through out the rest of the radio show online and alil after that. When I saw his picture I didn't think he was my type and thought we can be friends. He would text me the next morning saying "Good morning beautiful, how are you? I hope you have a good day" texts like that to make me smile. But sadly I didn't pay much attention to it, its like I didn't really care not intentionally, I was still seeing my ex so another guy texting me didn't really bother me. The day came where we wanted to meet eachother which was a few days after. We met at his studio where I met his two cousins and his best friend was there, lets call his best friend Justin & his best friends girlfriend Laura where later in the chapter these unbelievable people would also be my great friends & I would love them to death. Anyways as soon as I sat down next to Raymond I smiled at him and he looked back at me and smiled back. When he smiled at me I couldn't help it but I got mesmorized and fell into a trance, I don't remember much after that my stay was short it was getting late, but when he walked me out to my car, we stood there like 9th graders after a first date nervous and thinking what's going to happen next. He kissed me a very slow and passionate kiss, I was shocked and it was like the perfect kiss let me rephrase that "foot popping kiss." I got in my car and as he closed the door he said he would call me. I drove off thinking "omg he's never going to call me" a few short seconds later I got a text message saying "that kiss was bangin" I smiled and went home with my eyes sparkling, my stomach feeling like it has thousands of butterflies in it, feeling like that was the happiest day of my life, I fell in love. Funny how falling in love with someone takes a couple seconds and only something simple as a smile a beautiful one at that can take you into a whole nother world.Falling in love was easy, split second and I was gone into a whole nother world. After that night of meeting Raymond and having our kiss I went home & called him to make sure he got home safe. We talked and laughed about funny little things and I hung up with him because he had work the next morning so we said our good nights until the next day. Its funny how I went from him not being my type at all to I couldn't wait to talk to him the next day, we talked the next day online all day long. I was leaving to vegas in a couple days for the whole month of October to spend some time with my best friend for her birthday, Raymond told me how much he was going to miss me and that he couldn't wait till I came back to New Jersey. I started to think to myself is this real? Did he want to be with me? While my stay in Vegas I was talking to him everyday all day he would send me the sweet text messages, one friday night he sent me a message from the strip club that would have me laughing "I'm so drunk right now baby, but I miss you and can't wait till you come back home." He had me open and feeling all these types of feelings. Little things I started to think about like why was he deleting my "I love you" comments and stuff of that sort, but I didn't pay no mind to it. I was waiting for a certain text message to come from him and it did one day a text message came to me and it said "I want to be with you and I love you." I started to cry tears of joy in my best friends arms and as she wiped away my tears she said this guy will hurt you. You will call me 3 months from now crying because he broke your heart. I didn't let myself listen to what she told me even though every word I heard. I went back home to Jersey and couldn't wait to be in his arms, he had invited me to the studio again and when I saw him we hugged for what seemed like hours, I missed him more than he knew. The four of us sat in the studio Raymond, Raymond's best friend Justin and his girlfriend Laura and of course myself. I sat right next to Raymond and watched him smile. So he sent me a text saying "Do you want to go back to my house?" I said sure! Lord knows I wanted him. We came back to his place I was nervous practically trembling, we started kissing passionately and we ripped each others clothes off. His hands on my body felt so good, him kissing me felt perfect as he thrusted and I felt penetration inside of me, I didn't want that night of passion and lust to end. After we laid there, I told him how nervous I was, he didn't really say much after. A few days later I talked to him online about that night and asked him if he really wanted to be with me, Raymond told me what I was avoiding to hear from a guy I actually fell for, he said "I think we should just be friends, im not ready to be in a relationship right now." I was dying inside those words shattered me, turned my world upside down. I felt like I had just fell into a pool of fire the pain in my heart was agony. But I told him I respect his decision and went a long what he calls a "friendship."