Love is Pain..

Two years of torture; thing, fling is what you probably think. Trying to be your friend and loving you at the same time was the most painful thing on my mind. You saying you care about me knowing it would never grow, left pain in my heart; but I wouldn't let it show. What else could I have shared with you, but giving you my heart that you gave back to me in pieces. Just knowing that you went back to your seeds mother just left me grieving. You always told me no matter what we wouldn't be apart, but truthfully just seeing you with her just breaks my heart. Just thinking about this whole situation puts me to shame, but also I'm just realizing that Love is Pain..