Cont. of the chapter falling in love from my book Daniella Untold..

Where this rollercoaster ride with Raymond would take me was unbelievably bumpy. I was completely head over heels in love with this man. He knew this too, so basically he used it to his advantage. One night I descided to take my friends "girls night" out with one of my friends and Justin's girlfriend. I called her to tell her lets go to Abyss and she said ohh I will meet you there im going to go with Justin & Raymond. I said ok great see you there. When I saw Raymond he looked at me and said "what up?" like he had just met me right then and there. It felt like a knife had just stabbed me through my chest. I was hurt, ruined my whole night. I had went downstairs with my friend then he came downstairs as if he was following me or to see if I was talking or dancing with any guys. I got up from the couch I was sitting on and went towards the stairs. My friend got up to talk to him to see what his deal was on why he treats a so called "good friend" like he does. He explained to her that I knew what it was and there is nothing going on between us. He had then came up to me and aggressively nudged me and said "what do you want me to be on you like this?" the whole night.. I said no, I don't know what I want anymore. He then in a rude tone said "conversation over" & went upstairs to have fun. When all I can do is cry cause I was shattered into pieces. The little things that Raymond would do like ignore my IMs sometimes because he didn't feel like talking to me. Or all the times just to have to see him I had to get in touch with him just to ask to hang out with my "friend" most of the time he was busy. I don't know what this was between me and him. There would be certain days where he would IM me and just be so nice but then in a split second he can be so mean, cold as ice.